Dear Ella.
Why is he with me then? I mean, before we even got to know each
other, he saw me and he could clearly see that I had small boobs (I
don't wear padded bras or any false advertising). Years passed until he
let it slip that he likes bog breasts better. I asked him (stupid me) if
he'd like mine better if they were bigger and he said yes. And his
celebrity crushes include Monica Bellucci and Katy Perry.
I feel so self conscious and sometimes I feel like not having sex with him, but i know that would be counterproductive. I hate my breasts now, they're too small and I keep looking at other girls breasts, and if they're bigger then I get really envious, especially if said girls are more petite than me. I hate my body, I'm not hot like the girls my boyfriend like, because I have wide hips (even though I'm not fat, it's just the bones are wide) and I have't got much up top. Plus reading posts here I've realized that guys like big breasts better, they just "accept" small ones. They don't like small ones.
I hate how I look, but I'd never get surgery because I don't have that kind of money and I've never had any kind of surgery and it scares me a lot.
Is it normal to feel like this? Honestly, guys, when you have a small chested girlfriend and you prefer big boobs, what do you HONESTLY think about hers? Do you wish hers were bigger? Do you fantasize about other girls during sex? Do you wish you could be with bustier girls you see around?
I feel so self conscious and sometimes I feel like not having sex with him, but i know that would be counterproductive. I hate my breasts now, they're too small and I keep looking at other girls breasts, and if they're bigger then I get really envious, especially if said girls are more petite than me. I hate my body, I'm not hot like the girls my boyfriend like, because I have wide hips (even though I'm not fat, it's just the bones are wide) and I have't got much up top. Plus reading posts here I've realized that guys like big breasts better, they just "accept" small ones. They don't like small ones.
I hate how I look, but I'd never get surgery because I don't have that kind of money and I've never had any kind of surgery and it scares me a lot.
Is it normal to feel like this? Honestly, guys, when you have a small chested girlfriend and you prefer big boobs, what do you HONESTLY think about hers? Do you wish hers were bigger? Do you fantasize about other girls during sex? Do you wish you could be with bustier girls you see around?
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